Give up and take back

LIFE:understood backwards,but lived forward

2009-09-07T12:09:00.000-07:00

Music gives you a feeling
That is beyond words or comprehension
With music you can relax
Without stress,
Without tension.

This is the spell of music
Cast on people everywhere
Music captures hearts,stretching
From here to far away there

When the sound gently pats your ear
A vast sensation flutters throughout the air
It soothes the mind
And caresses the soul
Until you feel well, without care.

Your emotions can be expressed,
Just explore music and find
You can feel for the music
When you are in a bind

Open your ears and Let the sound pour
A feeling hardly felt before,
As the rhythm starts
Tap-tapping at your feet
The melody starts toDance to the beat
The cooperation,
The combination,
Of all the sounds formed into one.

This is music
Just as sure as the bright rising sun.
In a wondrous show of invisible color
Music welcomes our hearts to unknown places
It changes our many moods
As it runs across many faces

A gift to be shared With the world,
everyone,
Let it be us to spread music
We may never be done Enjoying it
Living among it

As it surrounds the atmosphere
We listen as it travels
We know it very dear

With music you can touch a star
With music you can go so very far
When we travel on the path of music
It is plentiful of life and motion

At times it can be as calming
As a soft whisper,the soothing ocean
There is so much more to the
Joyful noise the radio provides,
At a great symphony, the sounds
That spring off the sides,
The tune from a guitar that sounds
Just so bright,
There is so much more to
The music that keeps life moving
In pure delight.

-Alyssa Royce

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-09-07T11:48:00.000-07:00

1)Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didnt?
umm, i think so

2)Who is the last male you texted?
Wenhui and Siti at the same time

3)Have you kissed that person?
Nah.

4)Do you ever make wishes?
Of course luh. You never before arh?

5)Do you use chopstick?
Yea. i use them for everything ^^.

6)Do you care what people think of you?
Nah, cause i am alrd happy to be on EARTH(:

7)Can you open your eyes underwater?
Wah, if i were to do tht, eyes would turn red.

8)If you can go back in time and change things would you?
Definitely. I regret so many things in my life

9)Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
umm, no?

10)Are your nails done?
Done?? In wad way??

11)Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
Of course!(: Hokkaido~~

12)Hows your life lately?
scary O.O i almost no uniform to wear to school tmr

13)Have you ever had your heartbroken?
OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG. no -.-

14)Is there one person you look at and automatically smile?
hahas. there are tonns of them.

15)Does it make you uncomfortable when you receive a compliment?
Sometimes.

16)Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
Yeah. LOL

17)When is the next time you'll hug someone?
Hahas. No idea ley.

18)What does your newest text say?
Wee, i have 2 wake up at 4.55! must eat befoe the fast
-Siti

19)Where EXACTLY were you when you entered 2009?
The planet call Earth, SINGAPORE(:

20)Do you think you'll have the same best friend a year from now?
Of course. Want bet? i ever have 10years de -.-!

21)Where is your default picture taken?
no pic :D

22)Do you think someone is talking bad about you behind your back?
Maybe? How i know siak! MAbye my ears will itch alot xD

23)Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with an A ?
my mama!! AMIELIA!! -.-

24)What do the majority of people in your life call you?
Cheryl.

25)Whose bed did you last sleep in?
My bed of course. Then wad??Yours ar?

26)Do you miss anyone?
Yeah.

27)Your favorite thing to drink on a hot summers day?
Bubbletea(:

28)Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
Yeah. Plenty of them LOL! -.-"

29)What's the worst abuse you have done to your phone?Dropping it into the water T.T

30)Are you a difficult person or pretty simple?How i know?Ask my parents , friends this ba.!(:

LIFE:understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-09-07T01:59:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!
mylappy got problem
shut down by itself
and then must wait a long time before can on again
im CHOINGING to type this so if thetrre are a lot of spelling mistajkes dun mind me
CHOINNGGgg!g!
GRRRR, MY POOR LAPPY
SOBB SOBB SOBBB
WADS WRONG!!!!
NOOOOOOOO!!!!!
PLEASE BE OKAY!

LIFE: understood backwards, butlived forward

2009-09-06T11:32:00.000-07:00

for JiaXin^^
since you like this picture so much
hehe, hope you like it xDDDD

LIFE:understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-09-06T11:12:00.000-07:00

just saying goodbye is never the end

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-09-06T10:59:00.000-07:00

wow, went to the wonderful

GEYLANG

for dinner today -.-"
Wenhui ask me to be on the lookout for
"chickens"
hehe, i think i saw 1 or 2 eh!!!!
sorry ah
i no time go look for your durain
too bad ^^
Sian la, something happened when i was eating
but i dun wish to talk about it
it made so angry okay!!??
haiz, nvm
It's already over
nothing i do will change that
ciao~

LIFE:understood bakwards, but lived forward

2009-09-05T22:25:00.000-07:00

OMG TT
its only saterday and I doon't think i can take more of the school holidays TT
GRRRR, i wan study but when I'm at my fathers house I just can't get anything into my head
Sian, stuck in the house with nothing to do
BORING LIFEEEEEE

I can die already???
Please let me die TT
Never bring phone charger to fathers housee
Phone going to be out of battery alr!!
HOW CAN!!!
won't be able to live!!
haiz, i can't even sleep properly
and when i wake up, always feeling sore TT
TORTUREEEE

FIND ME SOMETHING TO DO!!!
PLEASE!!!!!!

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-09-05T07:26:00.001-07:00

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-09-04T08:28:00.000-07:00

The average person tells 4 lies a day, or 1460 a year a total of 88,000 by the age of 60. And the most common lie is: "I’m fine."

Credits to: JESS TWINNIE!!♥♥♥ (ILY')

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-09-04T04:42:00.000-07:00

My beautiful room after searching for all my literature wroksheets and notes yesterday
and i did not even go to school to hand it up today -.-

Wasted 2 hours of my life.

and another 30 mins on the chinese file
those teachers owe me 2hrs and 30 mins of life

Did this in the com lab a long time ago when it was too boring^^

i like it

hehe.

MY DA-LING NEPHEW AND NEICE

KEITH!!!! ♥

QING RU!!!!!♥

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-09-03T00:51:00.000-07:00

WTH......yesterday sleep so early
wake up still so tired TT
I WILL NEVER STAY UP THROUGH THE NIGHT AGAIN!!! :D
FUN HORH TODAY!!! Jiaxin, Angie, Wenhui and Siti make boy name fer ourself
weeee~~
i am
ALOYSIOUS WONG REI JIE :D ( chinese name stupid right -_-l|)
Wenhui= Derrick Lim Wei Jie
Jiaxin= Darren Koh Zi Jie
Angie= Alex Tan Yong Jie
Siti= David (of course >.<)Teo Kai Jie
lol
I LOVE MY NAME !!! =D
but when i say it i think of it, i think of the Aloysouis in my ELDS ._.
and he have girlfriend somemore -.-

lit got test and i dunnno TT
i never hand up my file
must write parent HP number
teacher ear got problem
i say
"81632323"
she go write
"81362323"
lol, i neva say anything ><
pretend i neva see anything
MUAHAHA
-.-

PE must play frisbee
boys one grp
girl one group
hahax, all the boys
so happy RUN and play :D
all the girl
walk and play
teehee~~
fun^^

After school go Jurong point with Wenhui cause she wanna buy rubber band
she going to tie her hair up tmr
i wan see how she look like
hahax
SICK LA, at the bus stop see alot of BIG ants
crowding around this SICK and BLACK thing
WE all dun dare go near it
took a pics of it ( nicest on taken by wenhui cause she go right underneath >.<)
but cannot upload cause blogger have PROBLEM AGAIN!!!
ok bye~

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-09-02T02:07:00.000-07:00

aiyo -.-
so sian today
never sleep at all last night
in school so sleepy ><
in english Mrs Lee keep saying angie, siti and me
"if you dun finish this, Jiaxin, wenhui and Ain must stay back -_-l|
WHY GO BULLY US TT

Sleeping in chinese class
lol, i was dreaming ><
dream about
when i at home
then i go wake up
then my ma go off the light
then i wake up -.-

i go sleep again
hear one loud ACHOO!!
aiyo
I jump up in my seat
James sneeze so loud
Sian
so sleepy TT

After school stay back go ELDS
wenhui jiaixn angie and me wait at canteen
i wan go take height
wenhui follow me
help me take
EH!!! SURE OR NOT!!!
I WHERE GOT SO SHORT ONE!!
157.6??
ZZZ
I LAST TIME 159!!
THAT MEAN I GROW SHORTER???!!
ZZZ...THE BAG TOO HEAVY ISSIT
MAKE ME SHORTER TT
Jiaxn and wenhui go home liao
angie and me waiting at concourse
i falling asleep
wake up at 3+
zzz, my face have pen mark!!
and one red line
pain eh!! TT

Go to the cabin liao
angie and me go take a pillow -.-
go table and fall asleep again
SO SUANG EH!!
sleeping in the cabin so nice
got air-con!!
so nice!!
but the pillow so SMELLY!

TT I WHERE GOT SO SHORT TT

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-09-01T08:15:00.000-07:00

lol, Jess came up with codes for us :D
yay!!! THANKS TWINNIEEEE~~
944264!!!
I LOVE 944264!!
LOL?
i must memorise it!! :)
YAY!!!~~

LIFE: understood backward, but lived forward

2009-08-31T06:33:00.000-07:00

so sad.
i got teary eyed.
i watched this a long time ago
and it still makes me cry a little
so touching TT
i hope you enjoy it too :D

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-31T06:20:00.000-07:00

lol, fun today ^^
teachers day celebration at the school angie, farharnah and me must perform in the performance bacause of our ELDS
-.-but good!!we can miss lessons :D
WOOHOOOo!!
lol we wait wait wait wait wait for so long -.-t
Then finally we reharse twice then go downstairs for recess
talk talk talk talk
then go up and prepare one last time before the students and teachers' arive ^^
Teachers' and students arrive and we all start
first is a song- swear it all over again
followed my another song- ain't no sunshine
and then ....i all forget -.-"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ELDS PERFORMING
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
lol, Zul have to act like a gay and touch touch Justin.
hahax, poor him ><
after finish go up class wait for it to be over
angie company me to bus stop
GRR
F*CKING BUS DRIVER!!!
I WAS 2 STEPS AWAY FROM THE BUS STOP AND HE CLOSED THE DOOR IN MY FACE!!!
DAMN YOU LA!!!!
I WAN COMPLAIN!!!!
SO I CAN BASH HIM UP!!
GRRR.... WHILE RUNNING i hit my knee and there is a long red line now TT
pain .
haiz my tution so boring, i had it in the lot1 libaray
the air-con so suang
make me sleep
---------------------
AHHH~~~ so nice
---------------------
and then the teacher smaked my head -.-
VIOLENCE!!!CALL POLICE!!!!!
self reminder: Give money to Mrs Lee for class picture by this wednesday LATEST!!

and Jess twinnie sry i neva sms u in the performance
busy running around :)

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-29T21:43:00.000-07:00

Love Quotes

LIFE: understtod backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-29T21:19:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICHAEL JACKSON.

though he isn't here in this world , he has left us the music that each and everyone appreciates. It inspires many singers. To me, he was amazing ! His dance moves , his singing , all made him famous , its all a process that he worked out.

No one can ever replace him. Once again , Rest In Peace .

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-28T22:53:00.000-07:00

yay~
we get our class photo today :D
i look dumb -.-
but nvm, i love the class photo!!! :D
xDDDDDDDD
bought all three
teehee
i wan to get it faster
so i can colour my face (-.-)
lame...

tmr is 29 August
MJ birthday
it's so sad TT
Claudia keep teling me
11 more days
10 more days
9 more days
8 more days
7 more days
6 more days
5 more days
4 more days
3 more days
2 more days
and today
1 MORE DAY!!!
hahax
u can enjoy his birthday tmr then ^^
i wanted to write a tribute to him
but idk wad to say so nvm
ciao~

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-28T01:46:00.000-07:00

GRRRR
there was a freaking guy
outside my freaking house
and kept ringing the freaking doorbell
that was freaking annoying
and then he turned off the freaking eletricity switch and freaking disconnected my freaking internet
and freaking made all the freaking lights freaking turn off
I freaking went out to freaking throw him out
but he freaking came back 10 freaking minutes later
and freaking turned off my freaking eletricity again
so i took a freaking cup of freaking water
and freaking threw it at him
and he has not freaking come back

SHEN JING BING LA!!!!
bo liao de ren

PS: i freaking know this guy
and i freaking feel like bashing him up right now
ARGGHGRHGRHGRHGRH!!!

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-27T09:10:00.000-07:00

sad TT
today cannot swim
we already got into our swimming costune somemore -.-
waste time la
GRRR. I WAN BATHE TT

lolwhen we changing back to school uniform
wenhui forgot to___________
and then she went out to ___________
so she can take her_________

cannot understand???
TOO BAD!!! :D

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-25T18:33:00.000-07:00

Today have science practical exam
Sure fail
all my lime water is clear
and in the workbook answers sure wrong de TT

lolz, in the science lab i following behind angie to go out
she suddenly shout
"CHERYL!!! STOP PULLING MY BAG!!!!"
i so blur.
i never pull her bag
she turn around like going to bash me up
and saw that i not pulling her bag...
she go take off her bag and pull to her front
haha. the side of her bag stuck to zihang bag (LOL)
then he still blur blur, walk walk walk
then angie running backwards >< so cute
Gelvan go pull the bags
the seperate liao
TEEHEE~~

home econ make fish!!!
NICE :D
yays~~

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-25T04:43:00.001-07:00

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-24T21:07:00.000-07:00

overveiw of what happpened, managed to get through
-math
-english(GRRR I MUST CHOING MY CORRECTION!!, no time TT, i will never write 5 pages again!!)
-history
-VE
-art
without dying of bordom -.-"

after school must stay back to go tution at 4
Jiaxin have photograghy
Wenhui keep us company
Siti went home after awhile

We got nothing to do
so we draw stuff
draw this, draw that
draw Jiaxin in a dustbin
then she see go bash us up
VIOLENT JIAXIN!!! (LOL)

Time for photograghy
send Jiaxin to the computer lab(:
on the way see someone bag
then i go pull it
it drop on the floor
i kanchong
faster pull it up
i thought very heavy -.-
but very light.
I use too much strength
fly up, water bottle drop out
CHIONG pick it up
put on chair
fall down again
put back again
bottle drop
put bottle back
Jiaxin and wenhui say bag is upright de
change postion
it fall
put back again
they say bottle is inside de
CHIONG PUT BOTTLE INSIDE!!!
then drop out
then,
DUN CARE LE~!!
faster run away
then my bag stuck on the pole -_-l|
i fall...get up..and run again
saw that person oposite
run faster lo
so sian horh :D

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-21T23:24:00.000-07:00

So sian
i never bring my laptop to my father house
TT now using SOMEONE laptop
SOBB SOBB
the keyboard so hard to press
ebuddy do noisy and lan
ENDURE!!!!!!! UNTIL SUNDAY!!!!! GRRRRR
MUST ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE
ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE
T_T
And thank you Joey for helping me so much with something~~
nothing interesting to say le -.-

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-20T05:50:00.000-07:00

Today home econ so sian~
The teacher talk talk talk
talk this, talk that
simple thing also must talk
say until like i dun know how to turn on a stove
GRRRRR

and Mervin so pro....make BIG fire
i want to see again TT
it made me cry!!
(the smoke la)

Made stir-fry noodle, lol angie try to take as little vegetable as possible
MUST GIVE MORE TO OTHERS RIGHT!!!
YES
YES
KIND SOUL -.-"

aiya, the we go prepare the food
xinyu cook
angie taste
and i wash (-.-)

nothing interesting le

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-19T00:53:00.000-07:00

1. What have you been doing recently?
Online, TV, sleep. I guess, breathing too.
& bathing, .. DAMMIT, what I do everyday except going to sch.

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
No, but if battery flat then bo bian.

3. What happened at 10 am today?
Fever and imcoming messages

4. When did u last cried?
Who would want to remember?
Malu.

5. Believe in fate / destiny?
Fate yes. Destiny dk.

6. What do you want in your life now?
New laptop.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Umbrellas suck. So, none.

8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My precious pillow. i used it fer 10 years. LOL !

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
white shorts.

10. What's your nicest thing in your inbox?
Haha, wenhui and jiaxin keep telling people that they are preety shuai or what ever its called. Funny thing wenhui called Clement pretty
-Siti

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Let it flow.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Why would I? I'm not too poor.

13. What was th last movie you caught?
i haven't watched a movie in along time

14. What are you proud of?
Nothing really.

15. What does your oldest text in your inbox says?
My phone cannot sms too much my mother scold, now left 5 dollars.
-wenhui

16. What was th last song you sang out loud?
If I Let You Go by WESTLIFE!

17. Do you have any nickname?
Yeah.

18. What does your last text message says?
"I love my bro!!(: as a bro ."
By Siewhui.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
I didn't go to bed last night. I went to bed this morning at 01 30.

20. Are you currently happy?
I don't think so. This freakin' thing is not done. -.-

21. Who give you the best advice?
Best? Myself.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from can?
Idk -.-

23. Who did you talk on th phone last night?
Nobody.

24. Is something bugging you now ?
Yeah.

25. What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
Mindy, on msn, I guess.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Not now, when I was much younger, I did, once or twice.
Uncomfortable!

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Someone form home.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
no. :p

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Stupidness.

30.left blank(:

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
No idea.

32. What is the colour of your room?
purplish-white.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a million bucks?
I will earn more than that. & make the one I hate jealous instead.

34. Do you believe in the saying, "Talk is Cheap"?
Never thought of choosing either yes / no for this freaggin' question.

35. Who was the last person who lie on your bed?
Umm,....me?? -.-

36. Who was the last person who hugged you?
I don't hug.

37. Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
I last kissed my dad.
He's now going for 3rd op TT

38. Do you have a life?
I lost my entrance ticket for this life.
& holding onto a ticket to exit ^.^

39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they didn't?
I think so..

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
no profile song！ stupid

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
I only had nightmares. Not dreams.

42. Last time you smiled?
I can't remember

43. Have you changed this year?
I can't change "this year".

44. What are you listening to right now?
If I Let You Go is ringing in my head
& some people shouting & screaming downstairs this late at night.

45. Are you talking to someone while doing this?
Yeah, myself.

46. Do you walk with your eyes closed or open.
无聊。

47. Is there a quote you live by?
No.

48. Do you want someone you can never have?
Maybe, a sisterrr!

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yeah.
Piano, recorder. That's all. :x

50. What was the worst idea you've had this week?
To follow my mum to that freaking nothing to do place.

51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
Chatting online.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
NEJI!!!

53. What song best describes your love life?
How would i know

54.left blank

55. Who makes you laugh?
my friends, my dog & some other random people.

56. Do you speak other languages other than english?
You think?

57. Favourite websites?
instantz.net :D
ppls blogs?

58. What's your middle name?
When someone is shitting, they say? "..."

59.left blank.

60. What do you think you're like now?
A human?.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
My enemy.
IF i have one. O.o

62. Where have you been today?
tution -.-

63. What game do you play often?
I don't play games. just started maple

64. Who are MSN-ing with now?
no one

65. If you have to choose between your friend & your lover, which will you choose?
It's hard. & it depends on situation. (:

66. What are you doing right now?
Breathing.

67. Which primary school are you from?
RGPS <3333333

68. Name 3 colours that you like.
Pink, white, black.

69. What emotion do you like to show?
:D <>Erh, sorry. Don't feel like continue-ing.
FINISHED.
Thank God!

xoxo

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-18T05:44:00.000-07:00

I CAN PLAY MAPLE~~~
WOOHOOO~
wenhui so kind horh
make acct fer me with her (sister's) NRIC :D (i think)
NVM LA
I CAN PLAY!!!
haha
WOOHOOO
i go make the character and start playing ^^
(JIAXIN DUN KILL ME TT)
lol. i go play the first part so sian
i don't know how to play and i neva do the quest (twice)
so wenhui help me delete the character and make new one (twice??)
haha, thanks ^^

YAY!!!SO FUN!!!
BUT I must wait fer ichigo to download, I MUST KEEP MY PROMISE!Zzz

WALAO!! today science teacher show us videos about abortion...
SO SAD!! SO CRUEL!! SO HEARTLESS!!
KILLING AN INNOCENT LIFE!!!
they go break the baby apart and suck out the brain!!!??
OMG!! And it hurts fir the mother too!!
WHY IS IT
that guys have all the fun in sex,and the girl is the one that have to suffer.
This is why, there are such things as rape
i dun think you will ever hear about a girl raping a boy -.-"

lolz, now talking with jiaixn and jess on msn
haha~Jiaxin downloading maple
and im gonna company her'
probaly through the night :D
(DUN XIANG WAI)
ciao~

LIFE: understood backwards but lived forward

2009-08-17T08:26:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO :D
today so fun!!!
lolz? today after school angie, wenhui jiaixn and me go play truth and dare. play so boring.
so dun play liao.
Then wenhui go RUNNN to her bro and zihang table and show them her phone ==
i follow her and see that her phone wallpaper is maple(again-_-l|)
then that botak go to her messages.
OMG!! all mine eh!!
i go snatch the phone and run away to delete all the messeges :D HENG
teehee

haiz, after that i think we walk around half the whole school.
while walking halfway, i find that my whole wallet is missing TT
i damn scared
run to the canteen.
HENG!!! it is still on the chair ^^ (i lucky horh)
i find then at the side of the canteen and then after a while i go push wenhui to _____
:D wenhui!!! u so happy horh???
lol??
after that i go tution
and then go home ^^

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-17T08:06:00.000-07:00

Cause we are moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
People always say no to live in the past
Happiness in just your own state of mind
But there are times where you really regret
and wish that you can just press rewind

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-15T04:21:00.000-07:00

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-15T03:14:00.000-07:00

ever wished that memories could be like computer files?
so easily deleted with a click and never be seen again.
it's too bad memories don't work that way.
if it did,

pain wouldn't really exist.

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-14T10:35:00.000-07:00

neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji neji

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ILY'

hmm, today quite fun,but in math lesson i keep wanting to sleep.

in science oso

then got somebody

bang my table ==

SCARE ME!!!

i thought teacher come,

then i see no teacher

i go back sleep again -.-

but the teacher go show a video abt somehting.....

then got wad 'blob blob blob" song

stuck in my head
omg TT

me and angie go sing it in class

and the two ppl near us keep turning around >.<

After school we have to stay back for english oral,

so we stay back

omg, siti phone have porn games in it!!!!

and then Angie was so obsessed with it

she keep staring at the screen eh!!

and dun wan talk to us TT

aiya then oral,

then jiaxin go home

then siti go home

then angie an dme watch teacher play captain ball

then watch dance club dancing

then i go my da hse =.=

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-12T04:00:00.000-07:00

haiz.... blogger got problem again...i really dun know wads the problem

Lol. yesterday siti and xinyu were going to audition for the teachers day and they were gonna sing a song called "what about now"
lol...then alot of people came and watched them ^^ they sing and play guitar vry nice :D
angie jiaxin and me got nth to do so we also started singin' with them.
then Aslin came and asked if she could join in and sing with them in the actual performance ^^
teehee..then they all started singing :D
but then the teacher came in so they have to stop.....teehee angie and me where singing during class cause i felt like sleeping.....
Zzz....after school, xinyu, aslin and siti saty back to reharse
then me and angie got nth to do so we oso stay back to watch..
lolz, they were singing and singing and singing and singing and singing all the way >< i CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH THE PERFORMANCE :D then carmen and meiling come and join. Vera came later and we there watching them sing they singing all the way to 3+ then go.... angie and me go out of school and she company me to the bus stop thanks angie:) '
shadows fill an empty heart,
as love is fading,
of all the things that we hide,
or not saying,
can wee see beyond the stars,
and make it through the dawn,
lol. the first verse of the song they were singin'

TODAY:
wenhui neva come again, 2 days mc, i jealous!! jkjk -.-
get well soon...?
Zz in chinese, angie keep pokin' me so i move my table far far far FAR away ^^
then she keep buggin' me to come back ==
and then the boy infront of me keep taking my marker
and colouring his pen
saying
" if you dun finsish before i colour fin, something bad will happen -.-"
in PW our group had to present and wenhui neva come T.T not fair de
GRRRRR my stupid face was up there on the screen. heng got paper bag to cover it
lol. PW poor jiaxin had to go do the newsmaker alone cause her grp dun wanna help her, so i follow her to the com lab and help her with it( I SO HAO XIN RIGHT...♥)
~~~~~~~~doing the newsmaker~~~~~~~~~~
lol. we choing the whole thing and then hurry go home :D
haha~ jiaxin so angry >.<
poor ICHIGO!!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i need go tution so she go find Mr Ow
SRY ICHIGO!!!

teehee~today we change the notice board!!!♥
YAY!! new notice board
we were writing alot of stuff on it ^^
teehee~~
and i was writing NEJI everywhere ^^
challenging jiaxin with her ICHIGO ><

LIFE: understood backwards but lived forward

2009-08-11T05:47:00.000-07:00

我放弃了。

Didn't know our friendship was so fragile..
Didn't know you've forgotten all we've been through.
Didn't know i was so stupid to hold on.
Didn't know i was nothing in your eyes.
Didn't know i've made you so unhappy.
Didn't know everything about of you.
Didn't know a lot of things around me..
I shouldn't have hold on. I thought things would be better but it ain't gonna be the same anymore.
What am i in your eyes? Tell me.
Since you wanted to go with them, then go. It is your choice anyway. I can't stop you.
Now i know, our friendship was so fragile. So fragile that it would break anytime.
I tried to stop the drifting between us but everytime i try, you just kept going further away.
Why can't you see that i'm trying.
I hate it this way but maybe there is no more hope anymore..
I'm such a useless person. I can't even do anything but cry.
I don't want to cry. What makes my tears flow down so easily and hard to stop it.. I don't know.
You don't understand how i feel. To lose you.
It is hopeless. You weren't there for me, not anymore.
So... I give up.....

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-10T20:14:00.000-07:00

S afe in our homeland
I sland of Singapore
N eedless for us to be
G oing off to shore
A nd never forgetting where we grew up
P eacful with our friends
O ur families, once, of which we knew,
R ealising that our country ascends,
E legantly with each passing year

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-08T05:53:00.000-07:00

♥ i am damn bored
♥ i am damn bored
♥ i am damn bored
♥ i am damn bored
♥ i am damn bored
♥ i am damn bored

I was asked to try, hacked maple???

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-08T02:09:00.000-07:00

OMG.

THIS. IS. MY. FATHERS.OPERATION. BYPASS. (cut, scar. opening, red red colour thing??? take whichever one you understand :D)

i saw this when flipping through a my chinese tution teacher's art book.
Zzz...condoms..
who knew they could be art
and while taking a pic of this, my tution teacher thought i was taking a pic of a boy in my class...
U THINK I PERVERT AH!!! TT

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-08T01:21:00.000-07:00

sobb sobb TT
my ma going to china
friday, saterday, sunday and monday
she going to miss national day TT
SADDD
you should be here for your nations birthday TT
but anyway, come home safe and sound...

And to my dada:
SOBB SOBB!!!!!
stop saying that you wll die !!!!!
your op is succesful!!!
you won't die!!!
pls stop saying it
it makes me feel so scared and helpless that i can't do anything to help you.....

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-07T09:13:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-07T07:01:00.000-07:00

without music, a dance is nothing ♥

OMG!!! yay!!!

u see that pic!!! YOU SEE IT!!!

U DO RIGHT!!! YAY!!!! I CAN UPLOAD PICS :D :D :D

happppyyyyy ^^

today celebrate national day in school

thought that we where gonna sing song or something

but in the end it is all performance.....boring..

Zzzz.. when i in the class i looked down

and realized..

THAT I WEAR TWO DIFFERENT COLOUR SOCKS EH!!

WTH...

one pink, one white...

yesterday i wear two different white socks, one high one low

today i wear two differnt colour socks.....ZzZ...

HENG I BRING EXTRA SOCKS!!! (dun ask me why i bring extra socks to school)

lolz...wait so long in assembly doing noting...then angie, jiaxin, wenhui siti and me start singing some songs since we really got nothing to do

lolz...angie sing until so cute eh ♥

making me laugh so much....haha she see this sure smack me liao >.<

OMG!!! IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CONCERT YZ KNEEL DOWN TO WENHUI!!!

ANGIE AND ME KEEP SHOUTING SO LOUD THAT HE WAN TO PROPOSE TO WENHUI...

HAHA!! ^^

I NOE YOU WAN TO PROPOSE TO HER.. BUT THEN YOU NO RING....

LOUSY LA YOU.....

lolz i scream until no voice liao

After the concert end... i see our chinese teacher coming up the staircase....

and i RUN away

i run halfway see angie there relax relax never see her

then i keep shouting her name, telling her to run!!!!

ps: we are running from the teacher cause we neva do our chinese hw yet and the taecher said that it was the last day to hand in or she will make you stay back ><

then after i shout louder, and my voice wan to die alr.. she hear me

i keep jumping like siao telling her that the chinese teacher behind her..

she finally know wad im saying and run so fast to my side.. teehee

we hiding there fer so long

keep peeking out to see if the teacher gone liao...

Finally she gone

then we come out :D

then the school give us ice-cream

Zzzz

i eat it, i feel like vomiting so i throw it away, haha, i neva even eat half of it yet.

Our form teacher ask jiaxin angie divya and me to stay back to look after the art exibtition... Zzzz

11-11.30

FK HER

then she go change to

11-12

DUN WASTE MY TIME LA

i have better things to do then look after yer artwork. so i say that cannot go ^^

after that

angie wenhui jiaxin and me

sit down talk talk talk talk talk

talk dunno wad

talk abt dreams

talk abt sleep-walking

than we go out of sch

talk abt how we talking this .....

and then i go for my 5hr chinese tution TT

LIFE: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-06T03:38:00.000-07:00

haiz, i so sian today
case 1: I i wear differnent socks to school.
case 2: I wore my skirt backwards (Zzzz....) i pro right -.-
case 3: I fell down twice out side the swimming complex and sprained my wrist.....( dun worry guys, im not angry ^^)
BUT IT'S PAIN TT SOBB SOBB SOBB SOBB
case 4: i step in some gross brown brown muddy muddy stuff when i was going home my shoe stinks now.
case 5: Tripped again at home when i was walking into the house. zzzz
I ACCIDENT PRONE ^^

nothing much happen today again, life is boring..... today got silent reading and i neva bring a book.. sian.
THANK YOU TO THE PERSON WHO LENT ME READER'S DIGEST...AND to xinyu that had to jump high for it??? (LOL)
then mr wong go up stage talk this, talk that. Then justin announce that we need to take out all our books under our table cause O levels exam was here.WALAO, why always use our class TT
then SCHOOOLLL all the way........ after science we go down to canteen to get ready for our swimming lesson.....jiaxin was poking me the whole way on the bus -.-
reach swimming pool just relax relax dun need to rush as we dun need to swim :D
jiaxin, wenhui, siti and me sit there doing nothing, why the teachers dun allow us to walk around and do you know that the place that they ask us to sit is in the hot sun!!! GRRRRR...
lolz when we where waiting jia xin saw someone take a picture of boys wearing their swimming costume .... OMG!!! PERVERT SIA >.<
i won't say who it is.....
after a loooooong wait the swimming finally over :D
when we where walking outside.....
WENHUI WANT TO PUSH ME INTO THE BOYS TOILET!!!!!! WTF!!! SIAO AH YOU!!! Zz
we go outside wait for all the people to come out then make our way to the bus stop when I GOT PUSHED AND I FELL TT
pain TT.......
haizzz, my hand sprain already, when we go to the bus stop. Ain help me do something to my wrist??
i dun noe wad you do but it helped a little ^^ thanks Ain ♥
while waiting for the bus to come, we all saw that the dead bird that we saw a long time ago was STILL THERE..
YUCKSSS.. I LOOK AT IT AND I WAN TO VOMIT BLOOD!!!!!
by then the bus come and we all choing inside Zzzz
when we reach the school, i forgot if we took the bus 187 or 188. wenhui told me it was 188 but she not sure..., i jump off the bus and see that it is 188 ZZZ
WALAO!!! I FEEL LIKE JUMPING BACK ON EH!!!!!!
sobb sobb
nothing better to do so i go science QAMS for fun jia xin also went ^^
zz i realized that i can't even hold a pen TT
YAY!! it will be an excuse for not doing my homework -.-
QAMS over liao, the four of us (wenhui brother extra >.<) walking to the bus stops
Zzzz.....wenhui bro go talk abt _____ the whole way so i threw lots of ice water at him XDDD
then bus come, go to lot 1 interchane take bus
lolz sorry i neva say bye to you siti I MUST CHOING!!!!! THE BUS COME LIAO!!! :D dun be angry okays...
haiz nothing already, reach home , my ma help me put medicine....and im here now telling you what happened before

life: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-04T08:07:00.000-07:00

YAY!!!! i have cbox already!!!
speacial thanks to wenhui and her bro
wenhui> teaching me how to change the colour and eveything ( WENHUI-SENSEI!!! zzz)
her bro> helping me create the account ( but the password! how dare you! it is ******. GRRR)

nothing interesting today,
just
school> leadership programme> home
when i reached home, i realized that i never bring
-house key
-a sheet of my file
-zuoye!!
lolz. i sit outside my house fer 40 mins waiting fer my ma to come home. i pro horh -.- zzz.... WHY SHE NEVER PICK UP PHONE!!!! T.T

how to do chinese homework!!!!!! zuoye in school!!!
tomorrow CHOING in class??
omg...got PW tommorow. Lucky my group somehow managed the report today or we would be daed tommorow.
SO WE ARE OUT OF DANGER :D ( hopefully...XD)

WHEN ARE WE GETTING OUR CLASS PHOTO..???? ♥♥♥♥

self reminder: bring tie tommorow.....-.-

life: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-04T05:20:00.000-07:00

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late,
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?

So do whatever it takes
Cos you cant rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
Cos the hands of time are never on your side

life: understood backwards, but lived foward

2009-08-03T04:46:00.000-07:00

omg omg.
it. is. damn. boring.
i think that one day, i will die of bordem if that is possible.
woke up at 8.
slept at 4.
zzz..that woukd give me a total of 4hrs sleep. ^^
new record...
HAIZ...I REALLY DUN KNOW WADS THE PROBLEM WITH BLOGGER!!!!
haiz, i feel like sleepin' i wonder if i sleep now, which is 7+ i can wake up at 6 tmr????
issit possible???
ISSSIT!!!!!!!
Zzzz.......

life: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-02T22:33:00.000-07:00

COUGH COUGH COUGH!!!!!!!!!
ITS MONDAY..... COUGH COUGH COUGH
IM NOT IN SCHOOL.....COUGH COUGH COUGH
HEAD HURTS...........COUGH COUGH COUGH
CAN GUESS WADS WRONG WITH ME????? COUGH COUGH COUGH
haiz... it's boring like hell!!!!!!
being in school seems to be better then this TT
YAY!!!!! im sooooooo HAPPPYYY!!
my blogger is working perfectly again..
but WTF!!! still cannot upload pics, BUT VIDEO CAN!!??
NOT FAIRR.
SOBB SOBB SOBBBBBBB
omg... my fingers are itching to type something, but i have nothing to type cause IT'S DAMN BORING HERE!!!!!!!
zzzzzz...OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.......
WHEN ARE WE GONNA GET OUR CLASS PHOTO!!!!!!!
I WAN BUY ALL EH!!!!!! even if i look stupid in every single one >.<
1.43 pm now
zzzzz... school not over yet..
nvm... i shall wait fer ppl to be online.
GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT ( not really, it's just something they tell little kids to make them shutup -.-)
"things" XD

life: understood backwards, but lived forward

2009-08-02T11:49:00.000-07:00

heloo :D,
THIS IS MY BLOGGG^^
this is the first blog that i work hard on to create,find a blogskin,edit, bla bla bla... it makes me happy!!! teehee.
I REGRET NOT DOING THIS EARLIER!!!
haiz too late to regret now

No matter who you are, or who you’ve become, everyone has something in his or her life that he or she regrets doing.
The saddest part is, we can’t change something from the past. The regret is permanently carved in our hearts and mind.
Maybe someday, if we could turn back time, we would go back to the exact moment that we regret and fix whatever went wrong.
But......we can’t........and these regrets will stay with us forever
Regret......it is something that burns from deep within me and will stay with me for the rest of my life.

SO EMOTIONAL!!!
SO DEEP
SO HEART-WARMING RIGHT!!! :D
zzzzz.....
i going crazy liao...
ok, it is 3am in the morning and im still not asleep... sneaking on the lappy while my ma is asleep.MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
yay!!!! next week is national day!!! singapore 44th B'day
SIMGAPORE!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOON ^^